I'm Back

I'm back from our nice long 10 day vacation. It was great being home with our family and friends. But now we are back and back to the real world. Crap.

In the next 2-3 weeks we will be finding out what will be going on with my husbands job. We will either be staying here, or leaving all depending on what and how they rework his contract. I actually have very little faith that the people who messed this up will actually fix this big ole problem that they messed up in the first place. But I'm keeping my fingers crossed.

I'm also scheduling an HSG test for sometime for the end of this week. I'm scared out of my mind to get this done. Not necessarily because I think it will hurt, but for the results. A big part of me thinks I'm not pregnant yet because the last 6 months have been pretty stressfull for us, but then there is another part of me that worries that there is something wrong. I'm trying to keep my thoughts positive, but as you all know its hard, but we are trying to think and stay positive. The HSG is one of the first tests they perform when checking for fertility issues.

Anyways, we just got back and I'm really tired from driving all day. I hope everyone is safe and sound and enjoying life. I will write more soon.

Ughhh...back to work in the morning.