Thursday, December 10, 2009

I Feel Like I Need To Ramble A Bit

I have so many thoughts running through my head right now I'm having trouble wrapping my own thoughts around them. I'm telling you this has been a week of about every emotion known to man. This week I have been happy, I've been sad, really happy, and really sad. I've been in a good mood and then two hours later in a bad mood. I've gone to bed smiling and happy, and I've gone to bed sad and crying. I've woke up happy and have woken up sad. I'm not exactly sure what my problem is but I'm telling you, I'm sick of it for this week! Sick, sick, sick of it!! So for this post I think I'm just going to ramble out some of my thoughts and see if that helps.

*Winter is here and I don't like it. Not one bit!! Sure the first snowfall is pretty but other than that I think winter, snow and the cold is highly overrated. I mean really, now that there is snow on the roads we have to start worrying about idiot drivers who have no idea how to drive in the snow. I can no longer take Bo outside in just a 'light" jacket, it's full on winter coat, socks and mittens. Yes, it is that cold her in Michigan today. There is no more jumping into the car and leaving, but the go out and start your car 20 minutes before you have to go someplace to get all the damn frost off the windshield. I just don't like being cold and I can't stand bundling up in a million layers to do something outside. I'm 100% a shorts, tank top and flip flop type of lady. Anybody have a count on how many days until spring? (Come on RN Mama, I know you know!)



*I know I said this last year, but I'm going to say it again this year. ENOUGH already with the stupid Kay Jewelery commercials!! Wouldn't it be just wonderful if each of us could open up a diamond tennis bracelet from our husband on Christmas morning or get engaged on a warm sunny looking park bench? I'm a sap, I love watching romance movies and reading romance books, I love a good happy ending, but those commercials drive me wild!

*So far so good on the Bo front. For now his allergies have been doing okay. If he can make it one more week he can get the allergy testing done. (Damn it, I hope I just didn't jinx it!)

*I thought I had it all figured out what I wanted to go back to school for. I really really thought that I wanted to go back for massage therapy, but now I'm not sure. On Monday I was at the gym having the best workout and blowing off steam at the same time. While I was lifting I thought to myself how much I really do enjoy working out. It makes me feel so much better about myself, not to mention what it has done for my body. I was thinking that it would be so awesome to become a personal trainer and help other people feel that way too. I mean I could be the next Jillian Michaels from the Biggest Loser. NOT!!! Damn, she is way to mean!! So now I'm torn once again. Do I start school in the fall for massage therapy, or do I go for personal training. Just an FYI for you all. When I first started school I was originally going for personal training. (Shawn thought it would be something I would be good at, but I wasn't feeling it so I switched)

*I'm leaving in the morning for Youngstown!! I'm was going to go down today, but once again the stupid snow ruined that. I'm going down to spend the weekend with Jennie, Lora, the four boys and their husbands. We are going to have our annual Christmas party on Saturday. I can't wait to get down there and have fun with them!! I'm sure as always I will take lots of pictures. I also have to try and meet up with the coaching staff to tell them all good bye as well. It will be so different not seeing them anymore when I go down there.

See, I'm telling you, I have lots of stuff running around in my little head and what I posted here isn't even half of it. I hate when I can't shut off my brain!

Okay, sorry if this post was all bitching and me being crabby I didn't intend for it to be that way, it just kind of happened. I do however, feel a bit better. Thanks for letting me get it off of my chest.

I'm now off to Yoga. Breath in, breath out....relax!

6 comments:

Amy said...

Wow what a week you have had. I say follow what you want to do and go to school for what you want. Just try and take it one step at a time.

Sarah said...

Wow, lots going on! There is definitely that sense of trepidation that comes with dating, but there is also the excitement of figuring it all out. I wish you the best of luck!

I like summer better than winter too, but I LOVE snow for Christmas. :) I love the lights and music and the whole thing.

RN Mama said...

99 days until spring baby! I'm right there with you, this snow is sucking the life out of me:) Let's go on a cruise!

Have a good weekend in Ohio. I'll miss you:) Uh oh, I never gave the recipe for the pink panty pull downs, did you still want it?

Jen said...

Hey Jenny!

I say do both! Be a personal trainer, but do massage therapy here and there. That way you can do two things you are interested in!

Good luck with everything!

Julie said...

It sound like it has been quite the interesting week. I hope that things will calm down emotionally.

I totally can emphatize with you on the cold. I was so glad to move away from North Dakota. It was way too cold in that part of the country.

Erin B. from VA said...

I am so with you on all those Kay commercials. The one that is currently driving me nuts is the one where the couple is standing by the window and there's a clap of thunder and the woman does the most FAKE startle/jump thing into her hubby's arms.... (of course, he then presents her with some type of diamond jewelry.) BARF.

Anyway - glad to hear that you're doing well, and that things are going so great with the new guy. Also happy to hear that Bo is feeling better. Awesome!